Day 470: ease
not sure what changed, but i felt incredibly relaxed about work (and things in general) today
maybe it was re-visiting one of adyashanti’s books
maybe it was waking up early to go play tennis with shiva in the morning
maybe it was laughing at ben, raj, and shiva passionately debate the merits of the avatar film for like a full hour
maybe it was having sam offer to show me some of the things that he automates at his company and might be able to use browserflow
maybe it was getting ridiculously lucky at poker today
maybe it was doing something other than sitting in front of my computer coding all day
whatever it was, it felt like gently opening up my hand, not realizing that i’d be clenching it the whole time
everything feels so much easier not being so tight and rigid
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