Day 470: ease

not sure what changed, but i felt incredibly relaxed about work (and things in general) today

maybe it was re-visiting one of adyashanti’s books

maybe it was waking up early to go play tennis with shiva in the morning

maybe it was laughing at ben, raj, and shiva passionately debate the merits of the avatar film for like a full hour

maybe it was having sam offer to show me some of the things that he automates at his company and might be able to use browserflow

maybe it was getting ridiculously lucky at poker today

maybe it was doing something other than sitting in front of my computer coding all day

whatever it was, it felt like gently opening up my hand, not realizing that i’d be clenching it the whole time

everything feels so much easier not being so tight and rigid

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